I'm going to come right out and say it...I don't want to run. I don't want to do much of anything to be perfectly honest. I have nothing on the horizon except a mud run in about 3 weeks and I have no hope of completing it with any level of success. I guess just getting through it and trying to have fun with my daughter is all I can hope for on that front since I can't even do 2 real pushups at this point.
I think not wanting to workout makes me lazy. Am I just being lazy?
According to DailyMile, I had a "stellar" week last week. By all accounts, it looks like I did, but to say "stellar" is a bit of a stretch.
Yes, I did *something* every day last week, but if you were to examine it a bit closer, you'd see that none of those workouts were longer than about 40 minutes and most were 30 minutes or less. Shit, you can get pizza delivered in that amount of time.
Now I want pizza. And the copious amounts of treats in the teacher's lounge today. It's taking an enormous amount of willpower to not go in there.
I'm certainly not going to get into shape at this rate but I've lost all motivation to workout. Even knowing I'm going to the Florida at the end of the month and will need to put on a bathing suit isn't enough motivation anymore. I forced myself to lift for a whopping 15 minutes yesterday and then get on my bike for 30 more minutes, but it was half-assed at best. I didn't even hook up my Garmin because Why? It just doesn't matter.
Do I run or do anything tonight before my girl's Varsity Letter Reception? Even knowing I'd have to shower again makes it seem like too much hassle to get dressed to workout. In fact, I have stuff every night this week and I've been too tired in the mornings to drag my lazy ass out of bed. Between graduation last week, commitments this week, personal life shit, and trying to get ready for my twin's graduation party this weekend, I'm just done.
What do you do when you just don't want to do anything?