Shrink Yo'Self in 2012 week 7

I wasn't going to blog today because I'm getting tired of bitching about the same shit over and over again, but here I am.

I'm back up 2 pounds.  Even after being sick for 2 days and barely eating anything I managed to gain back the 2 pounds I lost last week.  It's totally unfair and I'm pissed.  Maybe to lose you have to actually be throwing up, not just feel like you're going to barf.

I'm beginning to think I'm never going to see goal weight again and that makes me want to cry.  I maintained for so long and I've managed to completely blow it.  I cannot accept that this is the weight my body wants to be at because I know I can be better/thinner.

Sorry for the rant.